Friday, June 29, 2007 10:55 PM
i'm lying on my bed now and let's see.. hmm, what should i blog about?

your two had your dinner. i'm not around to know what exactly your are chatting about. but i expected IT to be the topic since there's like nothing in common? and i guess, there's not much to crap about when i'm not around. alrights, i seriously do not really want your to put IT as the core topic to chat about. the more your chat about, your wasted the effort that your took to move forward, to move on because your tend to stop and think whether your really took the right path. but as we all know, alright, at least, for what i know, don't look back once you made a decision, because that's when you realised you will regret no matter what. i'm tired of telling your about such issues. so please, make up your mind and stay on with the decision. hard-pressed on every side, but not destroy. He will always be there whenever you need Him. it hurts when we are hurted. just because He loves us.

asking me not to worry is a big NO-NO and impossible thing! and all that was from my heart. i'm pissed with myself. don't want me to worry, but you are making me worry more. roar! and since you think they are touching words and might cause you to cry, i shall say no more. heex. or maybe wait til next time then say bahs. next time when i'm pissed with myself. i will try to understand your stand. don't be sad le. smiles.

i'm getting weak emotionally? dumb. what am i talking about. rights, tomorrow got fun fair. sure very warm de. so im not sure what to wear. if wear the blazar will be like damn hot larhs. ! and then at the end of the day, i will be so sticky. argh. hate it. rights, guess i will just hold my blazar bahs. heheh. never buy tickets also. =p just go there and hang out nia
i hate you for walking into my heart, confuse my mind, allowaing my eyes to see nothing but you and in the end, left me alone to clear the mess.